„Which wave SE druff? “

„Nix, dankschee, i of esses degree so. “The Swabian functioned thus still.

Elli took the slip hole by the hedge to the bus stop, gave it thus also still. By the park it ran down to the cinema, there stood their car. Above at the school there were eh no parking lots. And it knew from Dieter, the policeman that those want to note today. Contacts are never wrong, were pleased them. It bit on the way into bread. It was exactly correct: Outside knusprig, but not burned. Inside softly, but not doughy. Half had it about away as it at its car arrived, the remainder put it into the jacket pocket.

Elli considered not for a long time. It drove the main street down, but then at the crossing not right, home, but on the left of the valley route down. Raus from the city, the way to the allotment association outside, past at the gardens, over the motorway bridge, at the forest along. Exactly like at that time, before somewhat more than five years. It had only driven at that time not with a car, but with the wheel. It parked the car into the meadow and went the last 100 meters to the forest playground to foot. At night it looked here already somewhat gruselig. Fortunately the moon threw little light, and if one got accustomed to the darkness, then it went.

„Shit to spin weaving “, align it, and tried, to loose-will things again. It sat down on the swing. It was not anybody at the playground. In former times they had celebrated small Grillparties here in the summer more frequently times. At night naturally, if the mothers nerve-end to children with their being noisy, long in bed were. And if the darkness so some hidden, which one did not show as dte never so gladly in public. But therefore was it not here. It was here because of this one afternoon in May before five years. It pulled remaining bread from the bag and shook the Brösel off. In the meantime it was coldly and rather hard. Elli pushed it nevertheless into the mouth, closed the eyes and got with the legs easily momentum. The swing oscillated slowly - and became the time machine.
It was not particularly warmly on this May day, even had little rained. Therefore was also nobody here. Perhaps had to work all this. Elli actually also. Which one stop work calls in such a way with a pupil. Graphic shapes, three school hours long, in the afternoon of 14.15 o'clock to 16,40 o'clock. With an indication teacher, into whom it was hopelessly slammed. But there was not it alone. That was half of the girls in its class. The other half schwärmte for the turn teacher Franzner. Or for Bodo Seim, the Bavarian with the long black hair.
At that time however itself Elli was reliably that it was the only one, Eberhard Friesen loved correctly. Finally she was a correct woman, at least already occurred oneself her in such a way. In any case one if she stroked herself at night in bed. If it only for a long time on their shell pressed itself and massed. The legs firmly together pressed, so that she did not come „by mistake “between her lips. No, it had from the outside to feel that only a time. Finally, if you drove of it already nearly the fingers pain-done and their desire hill anyway, then it carefully into itself inside. It had different techniques, which it used alternating. But it made itself even small, coded notes in its calendar, so that no method came too briefly.
A small circle stood to circle with the index finger only slowly and gently, then ever faster and with ever more pressure around the bead. A kind turned V showed that it made itself it in a similar way with the thumb and thereby with the index finger easily in its desire hole had hooked. Three lines were the indication for it that them had come on this day, as it with the stretched showing, central and Ringerfinger had stroked themselves - simply on and off driving, from the bead the lips along to over their desire hole and again back. And a triangle with the point registered it downward, if it had not taken its slip off, but the rauen material completely consciously assigned, it firmly against bead, lips and desire hole rubbed, sometimes also with both hands.

Elli had to laugh. Shell, bead and snail, that had it from a Sexfilm, which they had looked at in the cinema. A boy from the school had worked there as Kartenabreisser and her and a few friends from the class had secretly clean-channeled. She found these expressions so beautiful that she used her this very day. And the four methods to stroke itself those were also still current. With small improvements naturally. For example a Massagestab. Today that was not a problem, it for a long time had at that time considered itself whether she was to try that out once. But it wanted to absolutely lose their virginity from their first large love. Elli laughs again, that also a flop had then been - sponge more drüber.
Their thoughts turned back to that day in May.
It had decided not to go in the afternoon into the school. She did not want to see „it to “no more. At the best one never more, but that was not possibly, as much was clear. Thus at least once displace and alone its. It would already require no apology. And if, there one could cheat. Tuesday was anyway very favorable. Not there mummy was at noon. Thus no control, no excuses lied badly. Meal was located in the kitchen. Liver and mashed potatoes! Who eats then in such a way which? It in any case not. The liver disappeared in the toilet, which became mash coldly with cucumber salad gemampft. And then it decided that it needs a route to the playground. It made itself a portion tree bread fast, packaged a small sausage in, aluminum foil, Cola, lighter and old newspapers in addition, and then nothing as.
With its old black bicycle, which had her from the check garbage, it radelte loosely. The same way, which it had driven today with the car. Behind the motorway bridge it stopped and looked for themselves there wood together, a large bag madly. She knew that approximately around the playground already long everything was abgegrast. And it hoped itself that nobody was there, the fulfilled. It was alone and made itself immediately to ignite the fire. That could not do it well, there made it which forwards. Newspaper, small branches, a few larger on it. One minute later sizzled it lively. In the grill hut lay some larger Holzstücke, which had left the predecessors here. Those presented it finally above, which would give a good glow.
When the large Holzstücke burned, them left the fire alone. That would take now one while, until a correctly hot glow was in the grill. It sat down on the swing and repelled themselves a little.
Exactly like now, Elli thought. But it knew that today nobody would come.
At that time it had closed the eyes and a few minutes had swung. It had thought of the school. What made Friesen probably now straight? Probably it ran by the row and looked the pupils over the shoulder, corrected here and made there a small joke. Whether it probably noticed that it not since was? It did not make times a correct attendance supervision?
She heard a voice at one time. It opened the eyes and saw an older man, who came from the grill hut to it. He asked something, but she did not understand it. Perhaps as as „haste you the fire put on? “